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I'm angry over something but I can't quite tell
what. Maybe it's that we are stood on the wave -
breakers at night all alone and I'm wearing your
jacket. You are touching my waist and I'm so, so
close to your face - not for the first time. I can
tell that you care for her but I wish that wasn't true
because I am dragging us into the filthy seawater.
I've seen this before, it's happening a second time,
it's always something I can't want. Can't have. So,
I'll sit still. Ignore. Pretend.

- 'window song' by me, 2024